that last part kinda reminds me of my first date with will... staying til 5am and such. i'm reliving the excitment of fantastic potential vicariously through you, katie b!
i re-read my lj entry from the night after andge's b-day last year... the island kids and popped-collar douchebag night, remember it? and so i've been missing you very much as a result, making me extra glad that you're so happy right now.
that night was awesome...i wish i could remember ALL of what was said because we are ridiculously hilarious. i miss you so much more and i wish our lives could merge into one life of awesomeness! <3
But keep it cool, stay aloof.. don't let the insane emotions of a new relationship make you go crazy. AND GOD DAMN WHY DID YOU LET HIM FEEL YOU UP.
I didn't even let matt kiss me til the 3rd date, and I don't think he came even CLOSE to feeling me up til like our 7th date. lol ( that might have been a little extreme)
But it works!
Play it cool... let him learn to love your super awesome personality BEFORE any clothes get ripped off... to make this EASIER.. stay out of bed..and areas where its easy to have sex.. until you've actually made the decision BEFOREHAND ( not when You're liquored up or well super turned on)
see there's a problem with that...he's so damn hott!!! and he thinks i'm so damn hot and we just can't keep our hands off each other. yeah we fell asleep in my bed but clothes were kept on and hands in dirty places didn't happen. lol i'm sorry bekah i can't help it.
I have found, and this is about as wise as I get... That sometimes you have to suffer in the short term to get something fucking fantastic in the long term.
examples: college degrees, breaking up with someone who isn't right for you, sex and being intimate is one of those things. I know it sounds ultra lame and idealistic, but it is really fun and good to discover someone slowly. Physically, emotional, ( their past) It keeps thing interesting. True there isn't the same head rush as their is like when you stay up all night and tell your life story and sleep together BUT the thing thats GREAT about a new relationship is sort of the not knowing.. the mystery... I don't know where I'm really going with this.... but i'm right damn it.
There is usually a direct correlation between how fast things move and how long they last.
I love you, and I want you to be happy more than anything my love :-) xox
LOL wow no that is totally not him and it makes me sad that you thought it was cause that kid was retarded! haha. no his name is michael and he's on my top if you wanna check him out. :-)
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that last part kinda reminds me of my first date with will... staying til 5am and such. i'm reliving the excitment of fantastic potential vicariously through you, katie b!
i re-read my lj entry from the night after andge's b-day last year... the island kids and popped-collar douchebag night, remember it? and so i've been missing you very much as a result, making me extra glad that you're so happy right now.
i love you!!
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*dies*
I'm so happy for you!!!! Babies soon, righ!?!?!
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I'm sooo happy for you.
But keep it cool, stay aloof.. don't let the insane emotions of a new relationship make you go crazy.
AND GOD DAMN WHY DID YOU LET HIM FEEL YOU UP.
I didn't even let matt kiss me til the 3rd date, and I don't think he came even CLOSE to feeling me up til like our 7th date. lol ( that might have been a little extreme)
But it works!
Play it cool... let him learn to love your super awesome personality BEFORE any clothes get ripped off... to make this EASIER.. stay out of bed..and areas where its easy to have sex.. until you've actually made the decision BEFOREHAND ( not when You're liquored up or well super turned on)
AND YAYYYYY ( again)
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i'm sorry bekah i can't help it.
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That sometimes you have to suffer in the short term to get something fucking fantastic in the long term.
examples: college degrees, breaking up with someone who isn't right for you, sex and being intimate is one of those things.
I know it sounds ultra lame and idealistic, but it is really fun and good to discover someone slowly.
Physically, emotional, ( their past)
It keeps thing interesting. True there isn't the same head rush as their is like when you stay up all night and tell your life story and sleep together BUT the thing thats GREAT about a new relationship is sort of the not knowing.. the mystery... I don't know where I'm really going with this.... but i'm right damn it.
There is usually a direct correlation between how fast things move and how long they last.
I love you, and I want you to be happy more than anything my love :-)
xox
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MATT is DEAD sexy ( to me at least ;-)
Its was really hard to hold out. remember all the shit he was doing too? the dinners.. the drinks.. the open bar at mexican radio?
don't tell me You can't hold out...don't tell ME!!!
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then I commented him back
and he commented me
( I think its him... i added him because we are both mutually friends with you and I assumed it was him)
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