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Roleplay has kind of sucked over the past week or so.
My activity is dropping in both Mayfield and Discedo, (It's basically non-existant at Disc, but mostly because I look away and suddenly there is a crystal plot and now Lavos WHAT IS GOING ON. Lavos looks cool, but I don't have the time to invest in the plot, so I kind of want to avoid it.
But avoiding it means I probably won't pass the AC, and that would suck. Maybe I'll just go on Hiatus.
As far as Mayfield goes, I don't know I'm starting to feel really avoided. I'm probably just being paranoid, but I just feel so left out in everything. It suddenly just exploded and now I'm just. I don't know anyone anymore and I suck at plotting and fuck my life I love Mayfield. I should just jump in and tag and do stuff but...
I don't know, I feel like I'm letting people down, or that I'm bothering people and being judged when I tag. It sucks because I try really hard but I just get so tired after work, and when I worry about bugging people I can't bring myself to tag around.
Not to mention my horribly short attention span, which leads to many dropped tags. I wish people would remind me, I'm not going to get upset if someone says: 'Hey, do you still wanna do tag X?'. I'd actually be really grateful.
I reserved Tulio, so maybe that'll help lessen my nerves and get my activity up.
I'm feeling really comfortable in the Wake, I just apped Toph and she's a bundle of fun. Russia died epically. (Balthazar--the evil demon guy from Constantine--used his dastardly mind tricks to make Russia drown himself. With Vodka.) ALSO MAKING BLIND JOKES IS FUN.
My activity is dropping in both Mayfield and Discedo, (It's basically non-existant at Disc, but mostly because I look away and suddenly there is a crystal plot and now Lavos WHAT IS GOING ON. Lavos looks cool, but I don't have the time to invest in the plot, so I kind of want to avoid it.
But avoiding it means I probably won't pass the AC, and that would suck. Maybe I'll just go on Hiatus.
As far as Mayfield goes, I don't know I'm starting to feel really avoided. I'm probably just being paranoid, but I just feel so left out in everything. It suddenly just exploded and now I'm just. I don't know anyone anymore and I suck at plotting and fuck my life I love Mayfield. I should just jump in and tag and do stuff but...
I don't know, I feel like I'm letting people down, or that I'm bothering people and being judged when I tag. It sucks because I try really hard but I just get so tired after work, and when I worry about bugging people I can't bring myself to tag around.
Not to mention my horribly short attention span, which leads to many dropped tags. I wish people would remind me, I'm not going to get upset if someone says: 'Hey, do you still wanna do tag X?'. I'd actually be really grateful.
I reserved Tulio, so maybe that'll help lessen my nerves and get my activity up.
I'm feeling really comfortable in the Wake, I just apped Toph and she's a bundle of fun. Russia died epically. (Balthazar--the evil demon guy from Constantine--used his dastardly mind tricks to make Russia drown himself. With Vodka.) ALSO MAKING BLIND JOKES IS FUN.