I shouldn't have to be afraid of my house. That someone might be lurking in the shadows, waiting in the nooks and crannies, just watching. The terrible part, is it's not an unfounded worry.
Some part of me wants to ask mom why she didn't put us in the witness protection program all those years ago. She had the opportunity, and she should have taken it. To make sure that we would be safe in the future. But she didn't, and now things are just going around in a big scary circle.
...Part of me knows what her answer would be. The other part is just...me being upset she didn't. I mean, we could be avoiding this mess right now. If only she had manned up and made sure we were going to be safe.
Instead she decided to live in "Oh, he won't be back" land. When even I knew he would be back.
List of RP related tasks:
- Come off of hiatus at Mayfield
- Decide if Meriken is staying or being dropped
- Tag Tag Tag Tag
- Write sticky notes on where you're threading, so threads wont be dropped as often
- Stop being nervous and have fun