Other than the fact that I had surgery on my balls for testicular torsion last Wednesday life is decent.  On the downside it was the most pain I've ever been in in my life and the hospital bill is going to suck ass because my insurance sucks.  On the plus side I still have both my nuts and I knocked over the sun-sphere ( Read more... )

Haley and I found an amazing apartment in Middletown and we just got accepted for it today.  It's only $700 (no utilities : /) but everything else about it is fucking awesome.  It's 1200 sq feet, which is freaking HUGE for that price, it's in a quite neighborhood close to Wesleyan, it's on the 3rd floor so we won't have to listen to any douche-bags ( Read more... )

I'm at an interesting point in my life right now.  I'm working full-time at the bank.  It's not as bad as I thought it'd be.  In fact, it's not really too much different than being part-time.  I've discovered that working is not too much better than school right now.  It's a good change for the time being but I need to eventually finish up the ( Read more... )

So I've decided I have a total of 4 real friends and my girlfriend .  I definitely had a lot more friends than that last year.  Maybe I just convinced myself that those people were my friends.  Now it seems like I just have a bunch of acquaintances. 

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wow, so much has changed...

and yet i find myself repeating the same old bullshit.

I need to focus more on those who mean the most and forget about the rest.

School is serioulsy the shit this year. I have permanent 4 day weekends and my Wednesdays are pretty much free. The "real world" is gonna suck ass after this year.

I went to Ozzfest today with Ryan and Ben and we met up with Joe, Kevin, Dan, Ian, and Ian's girlfriend.   We stayed for 3 Inches of Blood, Behemoth, and 1/4 of a Hatebreed set.  Haha, thank god I didn't spend any money for that piece of shit.  I guess it made me realize how much I've progressed over the years and how things one finds enjoyable can ( Read more... )

So it's been about a year since I admitted myself to the hospital. I realized over this weekend when I left my meds at home and I was in New Hampshire that I can definitely sense when I'm not on medication after about 2 days. It saddens me that I will most likely never be able to go off medication without relapsing into mania again. I know that I ( Read more... )

I'm kind of bored with life right now. I dunno if it's the weird feeling of being back at work or just the fact that for the first time I actually have something to look forward to at school. Anybody else feel like this?