It's taken long enough to get this out.
I've waited far too long to say this.
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It should be pretty fucking clear who this is about. You have made me regret ever letting you walk into my life. If I saw this from the beginning, I never would have believed it. You were one to talk a lot of words, and then completely contradict anything you have ever said with your actions. You know nothing of the true meaning of loyalty, friendship, trust or love. You had it all and threw it away. You decided to walk out of my life, for promiscuity and mediocrity. Which feels like shit. To know that someone just considers you indisposable. And in doing so, showed your true colors. Who was unfaithful in the end? Who decided that it's okay to be the first one to "move on." Honestly. The shittiest part is I'll never know how long ago you decided to "move on." How long I got used in every way possible by someone who no longer gave a fuck. I'm glad that your morals include giving sixteen year olds hand jobs in public skate parks. And swimming naked around my friends. Even though they didn't even want you to. But it's cool.
I was in your corner. You made me believe in something that I won't fall for ever again. Why would you tell me about magic, and then show me the strings? And if our relationship held this little value to you, you should have left me a long time ago. the only feeling you left me with now is bitterness, hate, and regret.
But I guess some people are too scared of something different. And would rather drift through life without commitment. Because who likes to be different? And actually give a fuck? Sorry if I do, and it's not your thing.
I needed to say this. this is not the way you treat friends. Or people.
a lie
is a lie
is a lie.
I don't give a fuck how pretty; it's disguise.
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It should be pretty fucking clear who this is about. You have made me regret ever letting you walk into my life. If I saw this from the beginning, I never would have believed it. You were one to talk a lot of words, and then completely contradict anything you have ever said with your actions. You know nothing of the true meaning of loyalty, friendship, trust or love. You had it all and threw it away. You decided to walk out of my life, for promiscuity and mediocrity. Which feels like shit. To know that someone just considers you indisposable. And in doing so, showed your true colors. Who was unfaithful in the end? Who decided that it's okay to be the first one to "move on." Honestly. The shittiest part is I'll never know how long ago you decided to "move on." How long I got used in every way possible by someone who no longer gave a fuck. I'm glad that your morals include giving sixteen year olds hand jobs in public skate parks. And swimming naked around my friends. Even though they didn't even want you to. But it's cool.
I was in your corner. You made me believe in something that I won't fall for ever again. Why would you tell me about magic, and then show me the strings? And if our relationship held this little value to you, you should have left me a long time ago. the only feeling you left me with now is bitterness, hate, and regret.
But I guess some people are too scared of something different. And would rather drift through life without commitment. Because who likes to be different? And actually give a fuck? Sorry if I do, and it's not your thing.
I needed to say this. this is not the way you treat friends. Or people.
a lie
is a lie
is a lie.
I don't give a fuck how pretty; it's disguise.