I'm feeling really fantastic about things ( Read more... )

in forty-five. i'll come back for the pieces. you won't have to compromise. you won't have to pay the price. and with that in mind. i'd throw it all away. forever is a long time. you know it won't come easily. and with a forty-five. i'll come back here on my own. to find you waiting here for me. so nice. you've been waiting there for me. so nice. ( Read more... )

Here's the thing, I love dancing ( Read more... )

Come to this show!


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I did a lot of driving this weekend. Lowell to Nashua to Lunenburg to Fitchburg to Leominster to Nashua to Lowell to Fitchburg to Winchendon to Lunenburg to Winchendon to Lunenburg equals $30 in gas. Regardless of expense, the long drives gave me a lot of time to think about my life and where I'm going with it. Driving actually affords me with the ( Read more... )

My own ineptitude amazes me.

Fuck.

When we were young, we thought the days would get better.
Today I talked myself out of ending this.
I've been out chasing silhouettes, losing frozen smiles to a thousand regrets.
And all the way home, I could see your breath though we looked dead.
"I'm so far from here..."
We laughed.
"Our time is running thin."
But I ( Read more... )

I apologize for posting two bulletins in one day containing Fairweather lyrics. I'm not an exceptionally big fairweather fan (oh the irony) but I've been on some crazy kick as of late. I need more energetic/poppy bands that have some semblance of content in their music and lyrics that is above vapid one-liners and cliches.

Words don't contain ( Read more... )

Say you will and mean it.

The cycle of sickness has started, leaving me heaving out my congested lungs, swallowing through a sore throat, and clutching a tissuebox to my chest.

To be honest, it's kind of nice to have a cold. I slept until 4 today and didn't feel bad about it because it felt justified. I'm just having a relaxing day of the occasional chore and some much ( Read more... )

 I keep having this recurring dream that Maddie and I had a son. Mostly the dreams are just me and him, toddler age, taking trips to the park and the zoo or around the house playing games. I always let him win ( Read more... )