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"You had a lot of lovers, you fucked them all... and now you are telling me that you had no interest in any of them?"
He stared at the man in front of him in disbelief, but the other just didn't show any expression. Did he really feel no regret? How can a person be like that? Did he even have feelings towards something? He felt a crack inside him.
Maybe then, all the things he said... were just lies.
"Kyuhyun... you disgust me."
And that smile again. Never taking anything seriously, never telling the truth nor trusting anyone. Not even him. A sigh escaped his trembling lips, trying hard not to cry. Was I a game as well? He wanted to ask him that, he needed to know but he was afraid of the answer. Donghae looked at Kyuhyun one more time, a bittersweet smile gracing his face.
Then he turned around and walked away.
The taller one finally guided his eyes to stare at the back of the oldest, the emptyness taking over his body. It was always like this when Donghae wasn't around, a hollow feeling inside him.
"... I didn't have any interest in them... because 'you' was all I could think about... because I can only love you, hyung."
And the silence was the only one who heard his words, because it was too late.
Donghae had left.
He inhaled the nicotine in his hand and the smoke blended with the night sky. A smile.
"Guess I'm all alone..."
He stared at the man in front of him in disbelief, but the other just didn't show any expression. Did he really feel no regret? How can a person be like that? Did he even have feelings towards something? He felt a crack inside him.
Maybe then, all the things he said... were just lies.
"Kyuhyun... you disgust me."
And that smile again. Never taking anything seriously, never telling the truth nor trusting anyone. Not even him. A sigh escaped his trembling lips, trying hard not to cry. Was I a game as well? He wanted to ask him that, he needed to know but he was afraid of the answer. Donghae looked at Kyuhyun one more time, a bittersweet smile gracing his face.
Then he turned around and walked away.
The taller one finally guided his eyes to stare at the back of the oldest, the emptyness taking over his body. It was always like this when Donghae wasn't around, a hollow feeling inside him.
"... I didn't have any interest in them... because 'you' was all I could think about... because I can only love you, hyung."
And the silence was the only one who heard his words, because it was too late.
Donghae had left.
He inhaled the nicotine in his hand and the smoke blended with the night sky. A smile.
"Guess I'm all alone..."