ok, so this weekend fucking sucked ( Read more... )

i am done with girls, nothing against them, im just scared of things. i look around and i see nothing but bad things, like pregnancies. that is not something i want. its not like im a slut and go around having sex with a bunch of people, but still... it wont happen FO SHIZZLE now. plus, im tired of getting sick, it seems everytime i even get near a ( Read more... )

i really have no idea what i should be writing in here, i mean, nothing goes on of any importance with me. so, i dunno how much longer im gonna keep this up. if you want me to keep writing in here, give me something to talk about. for example, if we were to do something together i could write about that. ok im done.

i went to six flags today, it was good.

new friendships are had, and old ones are stronger.

i hate this feeling

i'm sorry to anyone i've blown off lately, i just havent been up to doing much. things seem to be changing, i dont really know how to feel about it all. i want to run away all summer. i want to go some place quiet and i want it to involve driving. im so tired of everything around here, i feel so crowded. run away with me, we can be alone together.

I feel empty sometimes, like now.
This whole "people graduating and moving and growing up" shit isn't helping.
I cant face the face that people are moving on in all different directions, and I cant follow all of them.
god damn, I hate moving on, especially without people.

....mornings arent the same anymore.

fuck change.

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guess who i heard on the radio today?

alkaline fuckin' trio

boy does that new song suck.