Its silly to believe in fairy tales.

My Mom says its time that I gave him up.
Thats kind of disheartening, huh.

( Read more... )

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally

And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

A little bird who'll sing about the magic that ( Read more... )

Ya know the generic story of the spoiled only child finding out their parents are having a baby? and they get all upset, and dont like the baby at first.

Its because they feel the baby is taking away from the love their parents are giving them. Thats how I feel. Like theres only so much love that can be given out by someone and if there is a 'new ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Hey Guys
My oldest sister, Traci, had a baby girl at 4:50 today. Her name is Jordan.
She has spina bifida, and is going in for surgery in an hour or so.
I dont know how religous many of you are. But if you would, please say a prayer for her.

Is it possible to feel vulnerable, or needy, and have a wall up at the same time?
I want to be held, but i swear i'll slap you if you touch me...
im so dumb. haha..

I never up-date anymore cause whenever I have anything to say I'm always at a peak of emotion and the text would be invalid in a day anyway. So I guess you can take no real notice to what I write because it only depicts...ya, you get the picture? I'm so tired ( Read more... )

Generally I dont touch this more personal, serious stuff, but this has gone out of hand. I thought everything was going OK, not spectacular by any means, but I didn't think it was a huge problem. Then all the sudden theres an lj post and I lose 3 friends? I dont know how the division happened. Its just who was willing and with whom. I spent a at ( Read more... )