why does this fucking happen to me always. i feel like im deficient. in like totally omg everything.

I never achieved maximum love in a minimal world - but then I still believed in it. So how did I lose it?
I don't know how, but it was a strange feeling.
Somewhere between sense and ambition, pleasure and decision, we have to make a choice - what do we want?
It is not easy. Happiness is an option.

Schizophrenia is taking me home.


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Skills to pay the bills.

There's no hope for me, I've been set free. There's no breeze, there's no ship on my sea.

Remember the first night? Our knees fit just right. And I knew that from that day, I would always save a place for the warm where you lay.

Well that reminds me of an old joke, this man walks into a doctors office and says, "Doctor, my brothers totally crazy. He thinks he's a chicken." And the doctor says, "Well why don't you turn him in?" And the man says, "Well I would, but I need the eggs." I guess that's my view on relationships- they're totally crazy, irrational and absurd, but we ( Read more... )

Did you get your disconnection notice? Mine came in the mail today, they seem to think I'm disconnected - don't think I know what to read, or write, or say. Glossaries injected daily, words and numbers spell out the price to pay. It simply state's you're disconnected baby, see how easily it all slips away ( Read more... )

A pocket full of horses, trojans on the loose, it was Saturday night I guess that makes it alright - you said, "honey what have I got to loose?" Little red corvette!

The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. Although the two are identical twins, man as a rule, views the prenatal abyss with more calm than the one he is heading for (at some forty-five hundres heartbeats an hour). I know, however, of a young ( Read more... )