mrs.townsend as marilyn monroe. siiick.

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this is ridiculously unhealthy.  i feel completely irrevelant and unwanted and unimportant and that's not how it should be.  and i know what i should do but i can't bring myself to do it. i don't know.

yesterday was simply gnarly.  nadia and i went to jaleesa's to get ready, which sucked because all of us felt like shit. and that stupid bitch jaleesa thinks she's taking my cowboy shirt. but we ended up looking sexy anyways. and i met brickley. then we took the bus downtown and went to cosi. stacy met us down there. then we ran into sierra and her ( Read more... )

i haven't smiled like this in ages.

and i think i like it.

so we just got our computer hooked up in ann arbor but we dont have the fucking internet yet, so i'm babysitting and using the computer here. so schools alright. i met some people. i already really dont like some people ( Read more... )

so i'm home for the weekend.  midland is home.  ann arbor isn't.  i miss steph. i miss beckie. i miss cassie. i miss mike. i miss adam. i miss sarah. i miss jackson. i miss pox. i miss mlle thelen. i miss anna. i miss bill. i miss steve. i miss brad. i miss nate. i miss everyone.  i miss everything about midland. i miss midland high. i miss our ( Read more... )

( im a fag. )

what the hell am i doing.

im done. fucking done.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck you. :)

i'm a fool. im not the only thing he's after.

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so it was my first week in ann arbor.  and people came to visit me. so the first three days were fab.  monday donnie came to see me and we went grocery shopping and then he met my mom and then we went and saw napoleon dynamite(fucking great, im buying it the day it comes out) and then we went back to my house and took my dog for a walk and watched ( Read more... )