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[soslo]

its hard to say at this point what it is that i feel like im "missing". i miss putting my head in someones lap, allowing them to tangle their fingers in my hair and feeling safe enough to fall asleep. i miss breathing in deep, past the cologne and deodorant and smelling him. i feel like i could, all too easily allow myself to fall madly and

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[stixobutta]

you know i wish i had read this weeks ago. because then i could have stopped thinking about it. Stop thinking about what the fuck happened. stop worrying that it was something i did... i'm glad i'm another douchebag, hell i thought so anyway right. Hope i was accomidating while you needed me to be. happy to be at your service.

you know what, forget i said anything...

you make yourself invisible,
we all want to see you

[soslo]

woah adam.
i wish i had seen this sooner.
the only thing i have to say about this on my public journal is:
youve NEVER been another douchebag to me. this had nothing to do with you. infact, it had very little to do with anyone in particular.

if something needs to be said, i would hope you would say it to me and not to my journal.
i didnt realize this is where we were.