last few times we've hung out i know that i've bantered on and on about girls i'm sorta seeing and there kids and how i'm freaked out by it. I hope i don't sound ridiculous when i'm saying all of that but i'm sure that i'm being misunderstood when i do. I'm scared to death about dating these girls because i know that i'm gonna give my heart away to these children. I'm gonna love these kids cause they are the cutest little things i've ever seen.. its already happening and i'm scared shitless. I'm gonna love them as if they were my own and i'm gonna fall out with there mothers. I'm not afraid of the responsibility of having a child.. I've mentaly prepared myself to be ready just in case. I want nothing more than to have little feet running around... but, i've got it all mapped out in my head. a plan about meeting someone.. getting comfortable moving in together.. and in a year + be ready to start a family of my own. thats what i've deamed as my purpose. and honestly if i don't have a kid by 25 i'll have considered myself a failure in my
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