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People....need to stop being such a dick.
Actually a certain person needs to stop being such a fucking dick.
Sooo I've been having a rough week just due to work/having a job that doesn't really need me, and spending all day alone with nothing to do. Usually I talk to Alex via text or whatever, buuuut he's been like, elsewhere it seems. If he responds it's like hours later.
And like...i don't even know what's going on. He like...tells me he misses me when we're apart, but I'm not sure if I believe him. I spend all day alone, which bothers me, and he knows it. Aaaand then when he's free he doesn't ask me to spend time together. I'm always the one that mentions anything. And when he knows that I've been having a tough week he doens't even try. He "chills with friends" in his free time. And it's not like I don't want him spending time with friends. He just seems to not have that much interest in me.
Last night I asked if he noticed that there was something wrong with us and he said "I was distant" and that he couldn't "count on me to be in a any one mood". I told him he was being distant as well and he basically denied it. So after last night, and talking about something being off with us and wanting to fix it, I asked if he had any free time before tuesday (because crazyness is happening due to HP6 and Otakon) aaand he didn't know. He had to "check his schedule". Aaand so today, he's free on Sunday or Monday maybe? meanwhile he's "chilling". I like....don't even know anymore. I feel like I'm the only one who actually wants to spend time together, even though he claims that he loves me and that he wants to be with me. I just don't even know. I need to get out of this house and I just gahhh..
But in other news I'm going to a Sneaker Pimps concert the 26th with Anna :DDDD *is happy to have that to look forward to* I haven't seen Anna in forever and I really miss her. We're going to go out for Japanese food before the concert so it'll be double the fun :) I'm really excited for a night out in Boston, as well as getting to go to the House of Blues which I've heard is really an amazing venue :) <3 And yay sneakerpimps xP
Actually a certain person needs to stop being such a fucking dick.
Sooo I've been having a rough week just due to work/having a job that doesn't really need me, and spending all day alone with nothing to do. Usually I talk to Alex via text or whatever, buuuut he's been like, elsewhere it seems. If he responds it's like hours later.
And like...i don't even know what's going on. He like...tells me he misses me when we're apart, but I'm not sure if I believe him. I spend all day alone, which bothers me, and he knows it. Aaaand then when he's free he doesn't ask me to spend time together. I'm always the one that mentions anything. And when he knows that I've been having a tough week he doens't even try. He "chills with friends" in his free time. And it's not like I don't want him spending time with friends. He just seems to not have that much interest in me.
Last night I asked if he noticed that there was something wrong with us and he said "I was distant" and that he couldn't "count on me to be in a any one mood". I told him he was being distant as well and he basically denied it. So after last night, and talking about something being off with us and wanting to fix it, I asked if he had any free time before tuesday (because crazyness is happening due to HP6 and Otakon) aaand he didn't know. He had to "check his schedule". Aaand so today, he's free on Sunday or Monday maybe? meanwhile he's "chilling". I like....don't even know anymore. I feel like I'm the only one who actually wants to spend time together, even though he claims that he loves me and that he wants to be with me. I just don't even know. I need to get out of this house and I just gahhh..
But in other news I'm going to a Sneaker Pimps concert the 26th with Anna :DDDD *is happy to have that to look forward to* I haven't seen Anna in forever and I really miss her. We're going to go out for Japanese food before the concert so it'll be double the fun :) I'm really excited for a night out in Boston, as well as getting to go to the House of Blues which I've heard is really an amazing venue :) <3 And yay sneakerpimps xP