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Today was alright. Had it's super blah/awful moments. Woke up. Had coffee. Painted (Visual Language final project). Went to work. Came home. Watched a movie.
Aaand now a meme before bed.
1. FIRST NAME Alina, but people like Frank and Jaho and Teresa and Anna call me Sot. I don't really like my first name. Especially since people don't say it right ever. And I really hate being called Ah-line-a. It's freakin AH-LEEN-A GOD DAMNIT. Doesn't help that my last name is wierd too. so it's just all messed up. I don't really think it fits me either :/ Idk what do you guys think?
2. AGE I'm currently 18. But I'm turning 19 December 24th. Which is kind of freakin me out. I don't have a license or a state ID or anything, so I really don't have proof that I'm even 18. Sooo yea...need one of those. But 19 is closer to 20, which hit me at work today. And kinda really freaked me out.
3. LOCATION I'm in Framingham, Massachusetts right now. I come home every weekend to work, but I live and go to school in Boston Monday through Friday. Iiiii don't have a weekend because of it. So everyday is work or school. I don't recommend it. To anyone. Regardless of if they really want money or not...
4. OCCUPATION Iiii am a student at Massart, a studio foundation major currently, but as of now I'm picking between painting and printmaking as a major...but I really have no idea what I want to do for my life. I used to work as a docent at the Danforth, a local art museum/gallery and school. Theeeen I was a swimming teacher at the YMCA... not a good decision. And now I work in retail at Delia's. Iiiit has it's moments. Good and Bad. And crazy. and sometimes I cry because the bitches all come out in retail. And a lot of people are catty. And I'll never get a raise because of the size of the company...and the recession. So yea...fuuunn.
5. PARTNER? His name is Alex Kennedy. We've been together for a year and two months now. He's tall and goofy and is a boy and therefore does not use his brain to think sometimes, which leads to arguments and tears, but he is still a sweetheart. He likes to pick me up when he hugs me, and spin me around. He also tickles me too much sometimes, but I still love him.
6. KIDS HAH. NOT RIGHT NOW. PLEASE. I MEAN IT. PLEASE. But like...once I'm married...and financially stable, with enough money in the bank to not be freaking out about financial woes (lawl minimum wage lawl) to actually enjoy being a mother and having a kid with someone else without the arguing and the stressing and all that other lifey difficulty.
The whole like...future thing is kind of sneaking up on me. I've told this to a few people but...at this point I don't know where I'm living next year. There's a slim chance I get into a dorm again next year, but if I don't (or don't apply for the lottery for them), then I either find an apartment with some people or I live at home (which would not be good. commuting is a freakin bitch especially in Boston). An apartment is probably the most likely if the dorm doesn't work out. Aaand I might be living with Alex then, as we both need a place to stay. We'd have other roomies but still...I might be living with him. I don't know. Thinking about it just makes everything seem so much closer.
He's told me a few things about future plans and....I'm not sure if I'm ever going to have another boyfriend...which is kind of weird to think about. It's exciting. But weird. and scary. and scary. And I don't want to worry about things like rent and apartments and all that stuff yet T__T
But yea. Life drama purge time.
7. BROTHERS/SISTERS I have a sister Teresa. Most of you probly know her. She's 21, and currently located in Nagoya Japan. Otherwise, she goes to UMASS Amherst. She's a Japanese and Linguistics major...so yea. Known her for forever...literally. She's my sister and I miss her :(
8. PETS IIiii have a dog named Bobby Rae, who's a long haired miniature dachshund. Aaand a small grey pump tabby cat named Elly Mae. She's round and small and basically a fluffy marshmallow. I also have a meaty brown tabby named Tyngy (Tyngsboro) who is a silly. He eats things he should not, and demands snuggles, and coos like a pigeon. Then there's the other cat, Blackberry, who is large and fuzzy and black, and has the tiniest kitten meow ever. And he is very demanding. He talks too. You meow, and he meows, then you meow, and he answers. It's great.
9. 3-5 THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE School. Final projects. Making toilet paper sculptures for form study. Panicking over all of my finals. Trying to figure out my major. Needing time to actually relax. Working. Not getting enough sleep. Wanting to read a book. Not being able to do anything other than school, eating, sleeping, homework, and working. Hearing people talking about thier partying. I. Have. Never. Partied. In . My. Life. Ever. alsdjfakljslkfjalsdkjf too much shit to do. WTF.
10. PARENTS Are wierd. I don't know how to describe them really. They both have a really short temper, and I hope to never be like them as a parent. Or as a person a lot of the time. As a kid, they didn't really care what I was exposed to as long as I didn't swear or whatever, so I got to watch a whole lot of R movies and stuff, but I feel like it made my childhood end a lot quicker. And now that I'm 18, I still have to abide by some of their obscene rules. And just...idk. They think family comes first and that I should spend every possible time when I'm home with them. Even though they basically aren't ever around when I am. Because they have other stuff to do. And then when I am, they just watch TV and tell me to get off the couch. So I don't know. I really don't. They're wierd, and there's no real way to explain it. They have a lot of rules. That don't make sense :/ They're good sometimes, but altogether just confusing. And yea...just wierdness. Like the fact that I've hugged/been hugged by Alex's mom more times than my mom has hugged me/I have hugged her in the past 5 years...or longer. I don't know.
11. CLOSEST FRIENDS Well there's Teresa obviously. I've known her forever and she's my sister, so we're besties. And there's Alex...who I talk to everyday almost whenever I can. I tell him everything basically. Other than that I don't really want to name names. I like to tell the truth and tell everyone how I feel equally usually. There's some information I leave out to some people, because I know they aren't interested/don't want to hear/or don't really care, but otherwise I'd like to be close friends with all of the people that I know. It's probly never going to happen, but those of you who I know in real life and are close to should know who you are.
Aaand now I'm super sleepy. Even though I don't want to sleep yet T_T
Aaand now a meme before bed.
1. FIRST NAME Alina, but people like Frank and Jaho and Teresa and Anna call me Sot. I don't really like my first name. Especially since people don't say it right ever. And I really hate being called Ah-line-a. It's freakin AH-LEEN-A GOD DAMNIT. Doesn't help that my last name is wierd too. so it's just all messed up. I don't really think it fits me either :/ Idk what do you guys think?
2. AGE I'm currently 18. But I'm turning 19 December 24th. Which is kind of freakin me out. I don't have a license or a state ID or anything, so I really don't have proof that I'm even 18. Sooo yea...need one of those. But 19 is closer to 20, which hit me at work today. And kinda really freaked me out.
3. LOCATION I'm in Framingham, Massachusetts right now. I come home every weekend to work, but I live and go to school in Boston Monday through Friday. Iiiii don't have a weekend because of it. So everyday is work or school. I don't recommend it. To anyone. Regardless of if they really want money or not...
4. OCCUPATION Iiii am a student at Massart, a studio foundation major currently, but as of now I'm picking between painting and printmaking as a major...but I really have no idea what I want to do for my life. I used to work as a docent at the Danforth, a local art museum/gallery and school. Theeeen I was a swimming teacher at the YMCA... not a good decision. And now I work in retail at Delia's. Iiiit has it's moments. Good and Bad. And crazy. and sometimes I cry because the bitches all come out in retail. And a lot of people are catty. And I'll never get a raise because of the size of the company...and the recession. So yea...fuuunn.
5. PARTNER? His name is Alex Kennedy. We've been together for a year and two months now. He's tall and goofy and is a boy and therefore does not use his brain to think sometimes, which leads to arguments and tears, but he is still a sweetheart. He likes to pick me up when he hugs me, and spin me around. He also tickles me too much sometimes, but I still love him.
6. KIDS HAH. NOT RIGHT NOW. PLEASE. I MEAN IT. PLEASE. But like...once I'm married...and financially stable, with enough money in the bank to not be freaking out about financial woes (lawl minimum wage lawl) to actually enjoy being a mother and having a kid with someone else without the arguing and the stressing and all that other lifey difficulty.
The whole like...future thing is kind of sneaking up on me. I've told this to a few people but...at this point I don't know where I'm living next year. There's a slim chance I get into a dorm again next year, but if I don't (or don't apply for the lottery for them), then I either find an apartment with some people or I live at home (which would not be good. commuting is a freakin bitch especially in Boston). An apartment is probably the most likely if the dorm doesn't work out. Aaand I might be living with Alex then, as we both need a place to stay. We'd have other roomies but still...I might be living with him. I don't know. Thinking about it just makes everything seem so much closer.
He's told me a few things about future plans and....I'm not sure if I'm ever going to have another boyfriend...which is kind of weird to think about. It's exciting. But weird. and scary. and scary. And I don't want to worry about things like rent and apartments and all that stuff yet T__T
But yea. Life drama purge time.
7. BROTHERS/SISTERS I have a sister Teresa. Most of you probly know her. She's 21, and currently located in Nagoya Japan. Otherwise, she goes to UMASS Amherst. She's a Japanese and Linguistics major...so yea. Known her for forever...literally. She's my sister and I miss her :(
8. PETS IIiii have a dog named Bobby Rae, who's a long haired miniature dachshund. Aaand a small grey pump tabby cat named Elly Mae. She's round and small and basically a fluffy marshmallow. I also have a meaty brown tabby named Tyngy (Tyngsboro) who is a silly. He eats things he should not, and demands snuggles, and coos like a pigeon. Then there's the other cat, Blackberry, who is large and fuzzy and black, and has the tiniest kitten meow ever. And he is very demanding. He talks too. You meow, and he meows, then you meow, and he answers. It's great.
9. 3-5 THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE School. Final projects. Making toilet paper sculptures for form study. Panicking over all of my finals. Trying to figure out my major. Needing time to actually relax. Working. Not getting enough sleep. Wanting to read a book. Not being able to do anything other than school, eating, sleeping, homework, and working. Hearing people talking about thier partying. I. Have. Never. Partied. In . My. Life. Ever. alsdjfakljslkfjalsdkjf too much shit to do. WTF.
10. PARENTS Are wierd. I don't know how to describe them really. They both have a really short temper, and I hope to never be like them as a parent. Or as a person a lot of the time. As a kid, they didn't really care what I was exposed to as long as I didn't swear or whatever, so I got to watch a whole lot of R movies and stuff, but I feel like it made my childhood end a lot quicker. And now that I'm 18, I still have to abide by some of their obscene rules. And just...idk. They think family comes first and that I should spend every possible time when I'm home with them. Even though they basically aren't ever around when I am. Because they have other stuff to do. And then when I am, they just watch TV and tell me to get off the couch. So I don't know. I really don't. They're wierd, and there's no real way to explain it. They have a lot of rules. That don't make sense :/ They're good sometimes, but altogether just confusing. And yea...just wierdness. Like the fact that I've hugged/been hugged by Alex's mom more times than my mom has hugged me/I have hugged her in the past 5 years...or longer. I don't know.
11. CLOSEST FRIENDS Well there's Teresa obviously. I've known her forever and she's my sister, so we're besties. And there's Alex...who I talk to everyday almost whenever I can. I tell him everything basically. Other than that I don't really want to name names. I like to tell the truth and tell everyone how I feel equally usually. There's some information I leave out to some people, because I know they aren't interested/don't want to hear/or don't really care, but otherwise I'd like to be close friends with all of the people that I know. It's probly never going to happen, but those of you who I know in real life and are close to should know who you are.
Aaand now I'm super sleepy. Even though I don't want to sleep yet T_T