My Rant(thought) of the day...
you know, i really really hate, when people are narrow minded about music, no, not just emo, any type of music, whether its counry,rock, pop, oldies and even rap. some people can become really critical. it pisses me off so much. ughh..like this kid jessi, he's such a fucking ass hole. i mean, he im's me just to put me down for listening to emo music, wtf?...he goes and talks about bands that actually have credit in the damn recording industry. he says that A7X is pussy rock and the same with Atreyu,he was like "those bands talk about my gf broke up with me, and then my skateboard broke" wtf?..skateboard?...fucking atreyu talks about vampires. he doesnt even listen to the damn lyrics. thats the reason i listen to music, the fucking lyrics, i dont care about the drums, guitars(even though i play). then this kid beau,he's an even bigger shit head. he thinks he's a fucking know it all, trying to say i'm wrong about some thing in Iraq i was talking about, when i'm in fucking global deplomacy, he cant even fucking read, i'd like to see him in that fucking class,he'd be pulling answers out of his fucking ass....but then he heard me talkign to christina about some song i wrote and about a community on here, and he was like "its so dumb, that you like music so much, you act like its your life, blah, blah, blah....its so gay, why do you even play guitar, ohh..i'm emo, i'm gonna cut myself, i'm sad, i cry in the shower" ughh..i wanted to fucknig stab him with the plastic spoon on my lunch tray. i cant fucking stand it. and then last night me and steven got on the topic of bands. and i start naming bands and such,and every band i said he had something to say about them, and he always does this, and it never bothers me, but last night it did. i guess it was because of those two ass holes beau and jessi. i mean he was really starting to sound like jessi. but he insisted he wasnt turning into him. but anyways, back to my point. but it really got to me. but you know, lately, everything gets to me,so its nothing new. another day of the emo-go round. ahh..emoness. but i'm not pissed off at steven, i admit i was a bit...umm...irritated, but then he said something last night, and it made me forget why i was mad at him, he has that way, everytime, he'll say something, and i'll completly forget why I was mad at him. that lil' turd..(so no hard feelings hun, sorry if i ruffled your feathers some :) )haha...but then today, i was let down,nothing that steven did, just something in school, i'm beginning to see that things change, as well do people. its the inevitable. i dont think I have changed though. excpet maybe not being so shy as i used to be.but thats about it, i havent picked up any new habits, or changed the way i dress. just the same old ashley, thats it. I miss the old days, when all friends had to worry about was fighting over the mud pie pans and tools. it was just so simple.if only it were that easy now...
So thats my thought(s) of the day, people who dismiss music with no reasoning,people who say my life is pointless, and fading memories of mud pies and childhood simpleness.