Ok so whats not bad? My week end even though it was ok at some points suck'd. My birth day could have been better. My mom fuck'd my hole life up. Im ready to shoot my self if I get the chance. Im done. Shes drove me to it. This, what? Nothing ness this screaming shell of hate and confusion. Im ready to end it all...And this time I have the nerve ( Read more... )

So this week end was good, would have been better if my mom wasnt such a cunt. I mean come on im 19 and shes still treating me like im 5. I just want to fucking be rid of her. I dont care how much people love their parents. If you have parents like mine youd want them dead to. I cant stand being dragged down and pissed of and she does it like its ( Read more... )

Nothing and I mean NOTHING can fuck up the next two days. Tonight and tommorow are gonna rock. I never have a bad birth day and this one is gonna go down in the history books!!! So party it up biotch's cuz Im gonna.

If you where born superman, calrk kent given the powers of heat vision, super speed,super strength, imortality, and then where made human chose it becouse of wanting to be normal....all to die and only have one possibility of coming back to decide one of the people you love the most must die for you to live and only with your powers back, or to say ( Read more... )

Words can do so much with just a few of them, So much power in a simple saying. Why is it that I have so many words but fear to say them, to show my emotions. I wonder if I'll ever be able to be happy, to say how I feel what I want, I have the world in my grasp, yet I just cant get the courage to reach out and take it. I guess the world dosnt want ( Read more... )

These rules being broken are why I have no real friends...If I follow the rules and my friends dont they arnt real friends and should like is says be killed...Illiminate my enemy as david says ( Read more... )

Today was nice...It was easy and fun and it will keep going right into tommorow....I love life...The only thing missing is a sexxy girl to be by my side...But that will happen and perfection will be reached...Ultimate Life....Any way im gonna go chill and make something of what I have right now and LIVE...p34c3

LMAO so today was fag coming you know that stupid shit where people actually show how much they love school cuz their all fucking losers? Well so me and dan and his cousin stole a shit load of those bang sticks and I mean a SHIT LOAD....10 per pack and we stole more then half the box and so convinced others to do so....Who knows whats going ot ( Read more... )

God I feel so emotionally retarted and it seems like its all I can think about. I feel so deppressed....Like their is no point to live...Why am I alive? Why do I exist? Where is my point of existince?...Oh well...

I hate having emotions...I mean I love to love...But I hate to feel, All I feel is pain,lonely ness, no matter what happens every thing reminds me of how shitty my life has been. I want out, I want an escape. I dont want to die cuz Ive almost done that and learned life is worth living. I just want some thing, some one, some how to escape all this ( Read more... )