when the heart breaks, does the bandaid cover the wound, when the eyes cry, does the tissue dry the eyes? Time can be so deceiving, only lies can tell, strength is a line fed full of bullshit, weakness is the envy, change is a bitch

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I finally went to the doctor to get back on an anti-depressant, it also has stuff in it to help you sleep so maybe I will finally get some rest! I don't know what to do, I just got a job at Merry Maids but I found out that I am severely allergic to their chemicals!! I hate looking for new jobs, but it turns out that I must ( Read more... )

I feel so empty inside, yet so full of tears, they wont let go and just cry, holding onto nothing, do you feel it like I do?

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I feel really upset today, kinda mad, kinda sad...a little in between. Originally my dad was going to give Kristen 3000 dollars to get a new car, but then I said I didn't want my car anymore, so Kristen told my dad that she wanted to take over the payments on my car and just to give me the money to get a new car...but he said, "Why would I give ( Read more... )

feelings of sadness overwhelm my eyes, I cannot explain why, they just do, tonight should just get over, but my saddened eyes can't seem to find themselves a way to hide in my sleep, I think it's because last night, I sat here, all alone, until I had to go out at 330 in the morning to go pick up jeremy and dustin who locked their keys in their car ( Read more... )

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Well, I have had enough of Biggs, I don't see this job lasting very long, I wish I could just find a job that I liked, was good at and made enough money to support myself....yea right, in my dreams, huh? It's not that it's a hard job, but the standing in one spot for 8 hours a day is taking its toll on me. I hate staying in one spot and my feet ( Read more... )

Wow...friends and foes I can't help but talk about the way I feel right now...Nichole is sooo amazing. I am falling very hard for her as is she for me. She makes me feel sooo insanely comfortable. I never want to leave her when I am with her and I cannot ever stop thinking about her. "If this is wrong, then why does it feel so right" I don't ( Read more... )