I heard a song called "Put One Foot In Front Of The Other." It's kind of old, but it sort of describes my ongoing battle against my ED. I've made it through my first barrier. Last night, i was in my bed and i felt the feelings that had been packed down inside of me for years and years. I had flashbacks of times when i had extremely bad ( Read more... )

I'm pissed off. i auditioned for the Vagina Monologues and got in. What the hell possessed me to do something so utterly stupid?! No one wants to pay good money to listen to an overweight, ubermasculine, bummish, saggy-breasted oaf talk about her vagina...do they even know she has one? I wish i knew who said that it's whats inside that counts ( Read more... )

I am taking the first steps onto one of the hardest paths i have ever taken in my entire life. I am learing to deal with my destructive friend, ED...aka...eating disorder. For many years, i have had this problem, but i figured that since it wasn't "Ana" (anorexia) or "Mia" (bulimia) that ED wasn't officially a problem. I read a book called " ( Read more... )

For those of you who read the ludicrous (did i spell that right?...man i'm slippin') conversation between me and Shadooby...i have decided to give you the rest of the story ( Read more... )