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[souladrift]

It's still 36 long days and nights until I will be able to see my Szarah. I realized today how much I really want to see her. I had started to emotionally shut down because I was afraid that things might not work out and that I would be hurt. When I realized what I was doing and said something to her about it I nearly cried. I don't want to shut

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[mileena]

Most definately in love. But watch out because even though it's a good thing, it's the most dangerous stage in the book. It's the I'm-too-happy-to-care stage. Don't make any rash decisions until this stage is over. Really.

However, since it's really happening, I'm so happy for you!! :)

"Eef thees eez torture.. chain mee to the wall"

[szarahj]

*holds you close* Believe me love, you're not the only one contemplating all this. It scares me, but only in the sense that I don't believe i've ever felt such strong emotions like this. Always floating in a sea of indifference but now it feels like there's a layer of skin missing .. every thought and every feeling seems magnified and my brain cries out over the illogical nature of my heart.. And like you, the thought of 'kidnapping' you seems to become less a joke and more a serious thought with each passing day. I do agree with Mil though, nothing drastic right now.. my heart is ruling my head at the moment, and I am savouring the feeling (but it makes for lousy thinking). We do need to sit face to face and talk about stuff before we go and decide anything. We are two and therefore the decisions should be made together.
I too, will cry when its time to leave, but if we truly love each other and take things one step at a time we'll make it. I love you sweetie, don't ever forget that.
Sz

[chopinsnocturne]

Love is good! Yay!

I was at a bar nursing a beer. My nipple was getting quite soggy.

[filozofer]

well, it maybe a painful comparison, but, Mel took a week long trip to NE to spend time with Brad. And afterwards, they knew it was only a matter of time before they would be together. They're still together, and will soon be raising a child. It's only a matter of time before they marry. Obviously, it can work.