There's a lot I could say about Eric, but I'll just hit on the main points to keep this brief. He's my best and dearest friend. He's always been there for me since we met in Lower Kirkhof almost 4 years ago. I haven't always been there for him and that saddens me, but I know he forgives me for that and I will never let that happen again. Eric's ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm overdue for this and that so is Cat. I met Cat online a couple months ago through Eric. Things in all our lives have been going rather crazy both before and since, but Cat has still been there to talk to and make us laugh. Her insights into life have been refreshing to say the least. I've very much enjoyed the convos I've had with ( Read more... )

Fear me for I have Job! Well, I now have a job at Wal-Mart. This makes me happy for several reasons. I'll finally be able to get my mom off my back a little bit. I also should be able to move out on my own sometime. I'll also be able to buy a couple things I want/need. And most importantly I'll be able to hang with Eric and Tim and everybody up in ( Read more... )

Well, I finally have a job interview. It's tomorrow at 1 o'clock for Wal-Mart. They called my references so hopefully I should have a job. I just hope I'll be able to get decent hours. Well, I don't have a whole lot to say other than that. Wish me luck.

I see beautiful faces waiting to turn me down ( Read more... )

I wish we could be closer.

I believe that says everything. Feel free to interpret it as you like. I hope the person(s) it was meant for read it and understand. Feel free to talk to me about it. I reserve the right to not answer. That is all. Good night.

This is an update per Cat's request. And I feel the need myself. I've been out the last couple of days with my little brother and his Dad. We went golfing a few times and went camping one night. The camping sucked. We got out too late to find a good spot and get set up well. The bugs were horrible. I've never seen that many mosquitos in my life. ( Read more... )

Bleh. It's another time when I really want to update, but I can't figure out what to say. I still don't have a job and I still feel very alone. I'm tired of not having any money. I just wish I had something to inspire me to care. I honestly don't give a rat's ass any more. I'm alive which strangely I do feel is a good thing. Somehow I have managed ( Read more... )

( Lots of stuff you prolly dun wanna read. )

Blah. I don't feel all that well right now. I'm tired and grumpy and my stomach is all upset. I put in an application at a local restaurant. I called them and they said they would be going over Apps. some time this coming week. I think the main thing that is bothering me is that I had a dream about Heather last night and I still remember most of it ( Read more... )