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souldoll

Metric System meets Motocross

Oct 16, 2003 01:08

I have a tendency to blow things, and we all know this. Opportunities abound and I shoot them down. From the mundane attractive-stranger's-flirtation encounters to the more splendid unbelievable-job-opportunities and et cetera ( Read more... )

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souldisruptor October 16 2003, 02:23:58 UTC

do you enjoy being a romantic?
if so, why?

souldoll October 20 2003, 00:52:58 UTC

No, I don't. It's complicated because I'm not entirely a romantic. I have an absurdly logical, conservative side to me. If I could abandon that portion of my nature, I'd likely enjoy being a romantin very much, and all of the self-infliction that goes with it.

As it is, I have two conflicting natures that are continuously at odds. My logical nature finds my romantic one absurd and is just trying to pull the wool over my eyes so it can ruin my life, and my romantic side thinks the logical part of me is uptight and preventing me from having a lot of fun in life and living my dreams.

Does this make any sense. Is this something that everyone deals with?

I have no idea.

souldisruptor October 20 2003, 17:23:24 UTC

If found that people are deluded in direct porportion to their romanticizm. The more one unites themselves to lovely highminded ideals the less in touch they are with reality. Romantics usually just get flustered in view of the facts. I used to be the same way ( ... )

anonymous October 16 2003, 07:38:29 UTC

Stop whining.

souldoll October 17 2003, 23:59:33 UTC

Who is this?

Fuck off, fucker. It's my journal and I'll whine if I want to. If you don't like it, don't read it.

alicinoz October 16 2003, 18:39:31 UTC

If you want to do something, I mean, REALLY want to do something, you will. If you don't, you'll just talk about it endlessly in hopes that someone will pick you up off of your ass. Your life is what you make of it. Doesn't matter where you come from or where you've been. It's what you want in life, who you want to be, that you strive for and can achieve. That is, if you really ever wanted it in the first place.

siclividity October 17 2003, 04:28:24 UTC

Isn't it pretty to think so?

alicinoz October 17 2003, 13:23:44 UTC

To think so? No, I think not. I am not just talking out of my ass, looking at the world through rose-colored glasses. Ya know, I almost wasted my time arguing with you. I'll leave you alone now, to continue with your "woe is me" view of the world.

siclividity October 17 2003, 13:46:18 UTC

I'm sorry if that got you a bit riled up. I didn't mean to make you so hostile.

My view of the world is hardly a "woe is me" outlook... its probably more in line with what you said than you think. But, if you don't feel the need to make a real case, I guess I shouldn't feel obligated either.

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