oh my GOD. what have i been doing with myself for the last few months? what have been doing TO myself? it must have been since we moved in, not everything got unpacked, i kind of liked the manual feeling. vibrations have always felt a little off to me anyway, and a human grip has always been more satisfying. it feels like you're getting some ( Read more... )

oh god. this week is like a desert, a hedge maze, an underwater cave, a burning airplane, oh god. there's some way out, maybe one or two. at least my long and sparse trip up the congo and into the heart of darkness is over. probably the darkest book i'll ever read. any novel i read that was written before 1900 i seem to dawdle over for a month ( Read more... )

so i went to hawaii. kicked it in the sun. then the sun bit off my nose lips and chest. i should just go soak in some warm water for a while ( Read more... )

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today was cultural relations. my forum was really weird, for several reasons ( Read more... )

the quest for soulseek has begun. the quest to seek my soul ended a while ago, i always knew it was in myself (ha.ha.) now i've got this computer thing in my room, my desktop is clean, but the desk its on top of is cluttered with cords leading to all sorts of noisemakers ( Read more... )

i want to get a new computer so i can take a sledgehammer and smash this one in its temple. that may sound violent, but if it were when some important document quit or froze or when i lost all my music it could be the most satisfying moment of this century. for me ( Read more... )

i could use some white rabbit tsunamis. in a milkshake. today i went to the henry with paul and erin, there were some videos of falling walls with one window of safety and a room of bitter insanity etc. there was also this hexagonal or so mirror thing that you looked through this danish guy olafur eliasson made. it wasn't especially cool, but ( Read more... )