those of u who saw my last entry(chel, emily, and jon) i re-read it and don't worry i'm ok i was just having an emo moment. I'm 15 do u really think i know about all that stuff. I blew it way out of proportion and i apologize that u had to see that. If it works it works if not then it's ok life goes on. I've chilled out and came to my senses so u ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated in a while so i'll sum up everything important thats happened. I got straight A's for the semester (yeah i kno you're jealous). Band camp is over. My mom can be a real bitch for absolutely no reason and it's really starting to piss me off. Cruises are amazing especially when u go wit amazing ppl. although it could have been ( Read more... )

well all that crap yesterday was fun and i guess just an outburst. i'm going to a wedding today hopefully i wont be bored out of my mind. I wish they'd let me bring a date or something but i prob wouldn't even be able to get one anyways. O well i'm single and not loving it but ok with it. i'm not gonna just go on my first emmotion i'm waiting for ( Read more... )

u guys who kno me prob think i'm just some imature emo kid( those who bothered to take notice of how i was on friday. if u didn't notice that's ok i'm not mad at you or anything obviously i'm not asking for everyone to always pay attention 24/7 THAT would be immature. Friday was just one hell of a day that's all i just realized the kind of person i ( Read more... )

I' ve been a good friend for as long as i can remember {or atleast i've tried} but for some reason now i can't help all of my friends like i used to. I've always tried to be the one everyone can rely on yet recently i've ignored, betrayed, and deceived too many of my friends. When they have problems i simply brush them off as if I am too important ( Read more... )

how amazing it can be
to hold one's hand gently
have her eyes light up your soul
to be helpless and lose control
she can never know all my care
for i never wish to miss a chance
to take her hand, for us to dance

i guess i just hope that there's that one person for each and every one of us.
if u've got a hope or wish feel free to share.

the first time u have a girlfriend is great u feel special and there's no one in the world your girl would rather be with than you. But the first time u feel like a simple side dish sucks. Some people think of it as nothing but others feel they've lost something. Whatever today's a new day and i plan to make it a good one.