(drabble) if i were a boy

[soulfreeze]

if i were a boy
taemin-centric
r, ~178w
taemin sometimes hates the fact that everyone thinks he's an innocent doll.

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taemin sometimes hates the fact that everyone thinks he's an innocent doll.

he's a fucking seventeen-year-old boy, not some asexual yoogeun.

but apparently he's a child, incapable of doing anything that isn't cute and sweet.

girls coddle him and coo how adorable is taeminnie ~ when all the while he's looking down their shirts. he knows he won't get caught because who would believe pure, little taemin is a pervert?

(because who would believe he's actually a boy?)

it doesn't matter that he's the one that's gotten to second base with half of SNSD and f(x), or groped all of the KARA members. it doesn't matter that he's probably got the biggest porn stash in SM, rivalling eunhyuk-hyung's.

they'll throw him into a schoolgirl's uniform and make him prance around anyway.

all that matters is that the fans think he's some kind of angel, untouched and simple-minded, not affected by girls in skimpy clothing, not affected by provocative dances, not affected by anything that's remotely sexual.

(taemin jerks himself off every night, just to remind himself that he is.)

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