Where is my joy?

When will it be genuine again?

How can I express to you what you mean to me?

rushing and racing and running in circles
...
my head and my heart colliding chaotic

save me
somebody take my hand
and lead me
slow me down

I'm falling apart

I am frustrated and lacking joy ( Read more... )

I am broken.

I am lost.

I am patient.

I am giggling.

I am struggling.

I am learning.

I am strong.

I am vulnerable.

I am crying.

I am in love.

I am blessed.

I'm in one of those moods where I am questioning everything... involvement, priorities, choices, decisions, responsibilities, etc ( Read more... )

Second week of classes... already feeling the pressure and stress... yet I'm good and feeling at peace ( Read more... )

Hmm June. Last time I posted was April... odd how I haven't written here in so long... I'll fix that right now.

Update on life:

Boyfriend is spectacularly amazing. Over two months together now and still going strong. I like him a lot. He makes me smile for reasons I've never known before.

I'm a summer ministry intern at my homechurch in San Antonio. ( Read more... )

You know you're growing spiritually when instead of delighting in the struggles of your enemies, you are praying for comfort and peace in their lives.

Update: I am in a relationship with an amazing man of God.

soulful smiles all around...

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone. To have a deep soul relationship with another. To be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God, to the Christian, says NO. Not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with living loved by me alone. With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me and having an intensely personal ( Read more... )

most amazing, beautiful, eye-opening, remarkable, memorable, lovely, honest, delicate, vunerable, Spring Break ever.

did I mention beautiful??

wow, God. really. W-O-W.