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i think 13 is my unlucky number... i was just looking at my LJ and realized the last two entrys i have are from when i was sad and they were both on the 13th of the month...

f'weird.

ew... i feel soo sick right now. like mentally sick. i hate my life soo much. i wish i had someone who loved me...like a boy. really i really do. i feel like everyone thinks im jsut a stupid retarded girl with no feelings. i hate being made fun of.

:(

wow shabbaton was actually pretty fun... besides the fact that we had to be outside for like 239823 hours straight. but hey, it's all good. i really enjoyed the kids that are going on my trip. i really cannot wait until israel!!! :)

every night lately, it seems like someone upsets me. i'm so sick of it. i fucking hate boys. i hate them. they fucking dont know when to shut their god damn mouths. i'm so sick of crying over these STUPID FUCKING BOYS who ruin my life. how the fuck am i supposed to pretend like i dont care when really i care more then anything. my heart fucking ( Read more... )

just to clear things up... by reading my livejournal one would probably assume im the most depressed person on earth. this is not true. i only update my livejournal when im depressed. it actually helps. i never update it when im happy because im too busy being happy to update. k thats all.

i'm in the worst mood right now, and i bet you no one gives a fucking shit ( Read more... )

i hate updating!!!

i like my space better then you, livejournal.

uh....

hello.

well looks like it's time for an update! This week has been a very difficult week, and i'm glad i could be there for my friends who were in need of a cheering up :O) i was really happy to see them smile, and for them to act like themselves again... and i'm glad me and everyone else could help them with that ( Read more... )