yesterday was spiffy cuz i got to hang with my super duper friend hecubus and we went to an anime convention called Ohayocon.  We didn't get to stay very long, but we bought lots of fun toys & he got me a cute kitty girl figure for an early birthday present. :D yay

Then we went to Media Play for their closing out sale and got bunches of movies & ( Read more... )

I wish I could sleep. What do you guys do when you can't sleep? I am probably going to watch a movie and hope my mind will get tired soon. Oh sleeping pills, please arrive in my mail soon.
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I won $300 in the pick 3 lottery today.  merry f'n xmas to me eh? ;)

I am hyper & sleepy at the same time.  I have so much to do tonight it's rediculous. eep! I work till 5pm tomorrow, then hang out with my parents & nana & grandpa. & I'll probably sleep and watch movies Sunday...cuz I'm incredibly exciting you see... hehe.  & Monday I might get ( Read more... )

i feel like a wraith arms stretched out wind blowing through white linen-thinned skin.  like tattered and torn wings of a moth fluttering upon the ground after too many dances around the ever so tempting flame. like a star among thousands falling from the sky surrounded yet so alone and still falling. how i feel is near to indescribable, my eyes ( Read more... )

random shit i have going on soon. well, not all are definites, but i hope i can do most ( Read more... )

i am in a surprisingly good mood today. plus it's gorgeous outside. i hope it sticks around for a bit, both the pretty weather and my :) mood ( Read more... )

if i could curl the world around my fist like a lover's kiss ( Read more... )

went to my papa's funeral on saturday. it was a wintery day in fucking april. freezing, snowing & sleeting. the funeral service was short. it still doesn't feel all that real to me. i sat and stared at the coffin and kept expecting him to get up and come over to talk. he looked like a wax figure. his mouth all an emotionless flatline. i ( Read more... )

my papa died tonight. there's lots of memories. it was so sudden. my mum was talking to him on the phone when he collapsed..i feel soooo bad for my nana. she's going to feel so alone. god. he was the sweetest man that ever possibly lived. i never heard him complain. not once. it doesn't make sense that he's gone. i hope he knows i cared ( Read more... )

wow- so i just read over my last few journal entries. they're all just depressive rambles. eek! i guess that's usually when i get the urge to write though. when i need to get shit out of my head. and usually that doesn't really work very well ( Read more... )