i have removed a piece of myself and watched it bleed its funny i didnt feel a thing and i still dont. Its a thing nobody will miss and only i know what it is, mayhaps if i keep killing pieces of me i can start over again and learn how to grow up and stop being stupid and childish

i feel so tired and i haven o confidence at all, its confusing because during most of the day nowadays i have a lot more confidence than i did. However, during other parts of the day, it all goes away and i feel so outside myself. I have to be confident and strong though so i can get through this new style of stuff but everything seems so much less ( Read more... )

this journal shit doesnt let me write anything at all

am i lost for good?

so i guess this is the end i must say i have never had and probably never will have a better time, so i cant wait for it to start again, so i love you and thank you for everything

lets be safe with the number and go with 32 HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 3HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!2!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32!!!HAPPY 32 ( Read more... )

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im so pathetic

I gave you my love ( Read more... )

feeling alright doing math hwk which is a huge bitch at school so who knows lol, my brain is doing math and i feel a lot better talking this morning really helped me a lot to jsut feel normal again but im just glad my little breakdown is over i just get that way sometimes usually over very little things so it usually isnt anyhting serious or ( Read more... )