thinkin' about things more and more as of late

[soulvamp]

Pondering things I probably bloody well shouldn't, considering that I've told Angel more than once over the past few weeks how dedicated I am to the battle ahead. There's other things... unresolved things... Well, it's rather boils down to a desire to be assured that she's all right, y'know

Comments

[musing_mia]

You can't move on with your life if you're stuck in the past. If you need to resolve things, then do it. Running around in limbo wasn't fun when you were a ghost and had an excuse for not seeing her. Can't be much fun now, that you can see her and won't. Do what's best for you, Spike.

Go See Her

[sade1]

The odds are that Andrew has told her that you are alive but don't want to see her!

If it will make you feel more able to let things go, take the time to go and see her, talk things through and resolve them one way or another. Even if it just assures you that she is ok and getting on with her life.

You were never meant to be, you both know that, you even said that at the end in Sunnydale.

Go and see her at least that way it will let your mind be at peace.

unresolved things

[spikes_lil_lulu]

Maybe im wrong but what you had with her....maybe it wasn't perfect but it was something, and its always going to be, its one of those things that won't ever go away, there will always be something, and in my opinion something is better than nothing. What if this was the end? Wouldn't it mean so much to you just to look into into her eyes one last time? To see her face? I say follow your heart *smile* x

Oh man...

[kaosarcana]

You are so singing my tune right now ...

... sometimes it seems like the cruelest thing
in the world is to love someone ....

*sigh*

[dragonflymuse]

Do what you need to do to put your mind (and heart) at ease.

And, I hate to bother you with this, but I think I'm getting some of your emails. Hopefully this person doesn't actually make contact with you, but I thought I'd let you know just in case something altogether weird (and sadly ungrammatical) found its way to your inbox.

Take care.

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