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Ugh! Romance has never held any particular fasciation for me... it's not that I'm not as interested in finding a soulmate as any other person (well, any other person that I've met...), it's just that I'm not obsessed by the quest for Mr. Right. I discovered a long time ago that if I couldn't give myself satisfaction, solace, and refuge, then ( Read more... )

It's Saturday night, 1:18am and I'm working. Ick

The job's not that bad, really... it's just the fact that I could be out with my friends having a good time @ Talbott's or a house party or, well... anything but working. =) I wouldn't be complaining, really, except that I haven't had a Saturday off in over three months. It's frankly getting ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've felt this poignant, this focused as a person. Many elements of my life keep coming together, collecting and condensing in ways I didn't know were possible. I feel like I'm starting to boil away years of accretion and render myself down into a more pure state. I don't know how to explain the feeling of it without ( Read more... )

Okay, maybe it's the forced countersomnambulism talking, but I'm feeling extremely numb right about now.

A couple of months ago, I had a falling out with the person whom I believed to be my best friend in this world. She seemed just so genuine, so honest, so down-to-earth. It turned out that it was all lies. Everything. She turned out to be a ( Read more... )

I'm getting tortured by my coworker @ present. It's not as fun as it sounds, believe me. ("But it could be," he says).

I've gotten into this interesting habit of staying @ work long after I clock out just to hang out with Speed. I mean... all said, its always highly entertaining being around someone who is so absolutely sure of (said, full of) ( Read more... )

Okay, so I've been in this really odd, obsessive, journal-writing mode as of late. Something needed to be done when I realized that I had four seperate journals for four different writing themes: haute intellectual detritus, spiritual realizations, [lack of] romance, and general ponderings and musings. So, here's my contribution to the mass of ( Read more... )