if God wants it, He'll let it happen no matter what.

oh what the skin can do to your mind, to your heart. it's like a gush of wind that shakes your whole being. its confusing, and it really fools you into thinking something is there, when there in fact isnt anything left. im so glad thats over ( Read more... )

despite all the madness, i still have to thank the 24th for happening. its not everyday (esp a day nearing summer) that classes get unexpectedly suspended for something. i really needed the day off ( Read more... )

hay nako. what could be more irritating than a bunch of losers who want to spoil it for someone who's as rabid a fan as i am?! imagine, while i was in my room getting ready for the most awaited morales-pacquiao rematch, my brilliance of a father comes into my room.

papa: morales in 10! tulog si pacquiao!! wahahaha!!!
me: *covers ears* lalalala.... * ( Read more... )

i believe that work is starting to pile up again.. and of course with this sense of pressure, comes the sense of disappointment when you know you've given something a whole lot of effort, only to come up with mediocrity. but thats the way it is. and although im 3 years in, im still hoping that soon enough il be able to shift into overdrive and ( Read more... )

but what the hell. have a new userpic (thanx to japs the greatest web designer ever), and a new layout narin. can someone tell me how to put borders on the entrybox, and heading box (overrides)? it looks better with borders i think. hehe ( Read more... )

this year was the christmas i decided to give a little effort in giving gifts. why? when i hate shopping so much? well nothing. its just that last christmas i received so much from people i didnt expect to receive a gift from (ergo, i didnt give them anything), that there was a stench of guilt that grew from last year. and although ive known this ( Read more... )

when i decided to cut my mom some slack and accompany her to this wedding, i didnt realize how annoyingly stupid it would turn out to be. of course being with parents its almost always a source of pain when they've passed the menopause period, but really.. i didnt know our family reached an all-time high in the stupid-o-meter. hahaha ( Read more... )

its funny how things that i think would happen never really get to happen. it's sort of like a reverse ESP thing. where i anticipate something, but the complete opposite happens. like now. i thought that december '05 would be a carbon copy of what december was like last year. i thought itd be another bad end to a long and tiring year. i was wrong. ( Read more... )

today would be the last day when hope dwindles around my head. after today, it will pack its bags, and leave. and i will still be standing, playing the role i have in this so-called life, with reality staring me at point blank range ( Read more... )