i'm not happy right now. and by right now, I mean this very second. For the most part, I've been really happy for the past couple of months ( Read more... )

School is good so far. IB philosophy is amazing ( Read more... )

ugh i'm so exhausted. i didn't sleep at all last night. stupid stupid stupid. i wasn't smart yesterday.

i fucking hate it when people blow me off.

I'm bored. I need some new friends. I don't see anyone lately.

peace.

yayyyyy!

I got accepted into the American Academy of Art. They reserved a spot for me and everything for September 2007.

college. wow.

school is awful. i don't just mean grades, but the people are really just heinous. i went home early today and i can't stand anything anymore. i feel like everything i touch i ruin. katie's miserable because of cozmo. sam thinks i've been talking poorly of her, renee is best friends with bridgit, and i can't talk to anyone seriously there anymore. ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to open mic with joe. it was the first time i've been there in almost a year. it was so bad. we left. we ended up going to mike's, chilled with cozmo, and i passed out on mike's bed for awhile. then we hit mcdonald's up and i went home. and i am so fucking sick right now. i hate that transistion from winter to spring, the weather ( Read more... )

things are going so shitty lately. they're better, but i still feel awful ( Read more... )

online journals are getting dull. i'd like to stick to the journal and pen. like that's going to happen ( Read more... )

i thought junior year would be something special. i'm not really enjoying it. but it's basically my fault so whatever ( Read more... )