The way the world has evolved kinda scares me. The way that some people are influenced entirely by their surroundings scares me. The fact that the American dream is in a sense unrealistic, scares me. America being such an influential environment, scares me. Television scares me, technology scares me, billboards scare me, propaganda scares me, ( Read more... )

I'm really tired, I think I might be coming down with something ( Read more... )

Chicago ( Read more... )

I bought a dress for the wedding with Allie today. I'm really excited for next weekend; me and Allie are going to have a blast at my Aunt's wedding ( Read more... )

I think that the way a lot (not all, but a lot) of teenage girls with the same taste in music and fashion as I do wear what they wear to hide their insecurities. However, I think that they kind of magnify the insecurities. Maybe I'm basing this theory off myself and the kids in my surroundings, and it's too broad of a generalization.....but yeah, ( Read more... )

I stole this from Dana's xanga, it's pretty cliche, but hey, it fits today's occassion. Colin and I have been together for a year. I think that's pretty cool actually; love is an extraordinary thing that I didn't think I would find at such an early age. Maybe I haven't, but from what I can tell so far...I really think I have. I'm experiencing a ( Read more... )

I'm worried about Bridgit, shit, I'm kinda worried about myself lately. But most of all, I'm really worried about her. I don't want her to do anything...bad ( Read more... )

I'm at Colin's right now. Everyone's watching Final Fantasy. I don't know why I'm in the other bedroom. I could be watching the movie...I just don't really feel like it.

I think the thing I dislike most about emotions is crying or feeling down with no justification behind it. Maybe Sunday's just aren't my day.

Today was the first day back. I was expecting worse, but was pleasantly surprised. It wasn't horrible ( Read more... )

I went to Teen Mass tonight. I'm really glad I decided not to leave last minute...I would've regretted doing so. I think I'll start going regularly. I realized that for the past year or so, I've been denying religion not because I just don't believe, but beacuse I'm cowardly and lazy. I don't like putting effort into things, such as making a ( Read more... )