oh to be manic

[soundsiren]

so i went months without rying i was so happy

and now when it seems like everything was getting better, life was almost perfect im more depressed than i have been in years.

i dont want ot lose him, but i feel like i dont have a choice, that i just keep pushing him away.

i care about him so much it fuckin hurts

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[indigopaper]

I want to know who this boy is.
AND YOU MUST COME TO MY PARTY TOMORROW.

I love you forever.