Today is my birthday.

Tonight was entertaining to say at the least. Hung out with Marc because he got back with Megan. Talked alot about whats up between us and that went well. Megan said she had to go home at 10 because her friends house where she is staying has a curfew for her at 10 but I went to In&Out with a bunch of people and saw her walk in with a bunch of bros ( Read more... )

I smell something gone raw between me and an old friend but I don't think he wants to say what is on his mind to me which makes me uneasy. What the fuck

I tried again I fell again to find out for myself
It hurts for a life time
You picture rests there for a lifetime
And for a lifetime I will dream of you
I prepare a mantle inside of my heart
With your photograph to sooth the scars
Unable to be erased unable to be forgotten
As I grow older I will dream

I have never really been a type of guy that wants just a fuck buddy... no matter how much I say its cool it was all because I was just being funny. In all honestly I wish only to have a girl to stand by my side that would be there to support me through good times and bad. No I'm not talking about a relationship so serious that its going to require ( Read more... )

So once again I've been played like the sucker I am. All I am to the women population is a rebound that never lasts longer than a couple days before they realize I'm a fuck up and serve no purpose anymore to them. It was my choice to get involved but maybe thats because I've never met a girl like the one I did this past weekend. And yet still in ( Read more... )

*sigh*

I'm at marks house and he isn't here. I already miss the guy. Tomarrow Ryan, Jake and I are going to the river bottem to dirt bike ride. I wish I had a job so I could fix up my bike more but obviously that won't happen until I'm clean from the stuff I did. I say two weeks more at the very most but by that time I should have my things packed and ( Read more... )

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Bite the hand that bleeds you