it's spring break. i'm working like a bitch and getting nothing for it. everyone is gone to cali or mexico or florida. nobody wants fucking hot bbq wings. nobody wants potato wedges. and there is sure as hell nobody that wants a buffalo ranch wrap. tonight we had a bouncy ball war, i got ketchup splattered ALL OVER me, we played outside and i stole ( Read more... )

amber is coming this weekend. it's gonna get pretty crazy. i can't waaaait!

i turned in my application for Florence yesterday. i'll find out in 3 or 4 weeks if i'm going.

spring break is in two weeks. i'm not doing ANYTHING. so if anyone has any ideas or wants to come visit, i'm down to clown.

seacrest OUT.

everytime i feel like things are getting better, they just get worse ( Read more... )

wow. that's all i really have to say.

update ( Read more... )

things are good. i'm happy again, for real this time.

except for right now, because i have to leave for work in 30 minutes.. and i think i might still be drunk.

it's ok though, because that's how russian commies roll.

i had a dream last night.
it was the most realistic dream i've ever had.
you were there, and everything you said made sense.
today was the first time i cried in a week.

so why did i drop macroeconomics to pick up a 300 level U.S./Latin History class with 5 books?

the next 4 months are going to be pure hell. can't wait.

feeling so much better about things after last night. still lonely in bloomington though, all by myself until the weekend. i'm ready for classes to start so i can get back in a routine and continue meeting new people. people are nice.

if i'm gonna move on, i have to change some things. the only thing i let make me happy was him, and now that he is gone, i realize that was the stupidest thing i could have done. now i'm completely miserable and every move i make reminds me of him. so it's time for me to take control of my own life, and do the things i've been thinking of doing for ( Read more... )