this might be worst time ever for the most perfect thing ever. i hate this.

so i'm back in bloomington. i couldn't be happier with how everything is right now. it's so good to be back in a town where no one knows you, where you can meet great new people everyday and where you are always accepted. i can't really say danville has those types of things to offer. not that i wasn't accepted, but you know. i'm just glad to be ( Read more... )

 i don't really like it.. but maybe i just have to get used to it.

( HAIRCUT! )

about to leave for the coldplay show with moseph. yeah! pray for no rain please. k thanks ( Read more... )

got bored. found paint.

back from cali. i don't know if i could ever live there for a long period of time. don't get me wrong, it's probably one of the most beautiful places to live in the country, but i just don't know. everyone is so..."california-ish". get it? property tax is through the roof also. i told my mom i was transfering to Pepperdine University (built in the ( Read more... )

k so um yeahhh, i got my alcohol fix. it was good. i think it could have been better under certain cicumstances. but i had a fun night. kamchatka = <3 ( Read more... )

sooooooo, about this whole summer thing. for working so damn much, i don't feel like i have saved all that much money. there are still so many things i need to get before i move back, that all my savings will be gone before school even starts ( Read more... )

after everything you've said, i feel like you should care more. or at least show me that you care more. i knew this was a bad idea and i know if i keep going deeper, it'll get harder to dig myself out. i don't know what to do, and i'm really tired of thinking about it. phone calls will never be enough. so what's the fucking point? i was always the ( Read more... )

i'm at work. i've been serfing the net for the past hour. i'm really sick of this job, but at least i'm making some money...doing nothing ( Read more... )