I'm not going to get into college either.

[sounlikely]

I am so behind on all of this college stuff, I requested my apps but they haven't come yet. I feel like I suck at all my pieces. The first movement of Mendelssohn has gone down the drain, and it is such a hard piece, it will be so much work to bring back...the problem is, I have to know all of these fantastically hard pieces all at the same time

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[fiddlewizard]

Actually, Canada is instituting laws to expell draft-dodgers back to the U.S.
Sorry...

[sounlikely]

i was kinda kidding, i just wanted to mention canada.

[fiddlewizard]

canada rocks

[onebigwhamshirt]

Word to Kaye's defense. Because Kaye is awesome. And I'm not just saying this because I'm Kaye.
But...uh, obviously I understand exactly how you feel with the college thing.
You, me, and Heather should have mellow out party. Wanna see Team America Friday?

[fiddlewizard]

I am all about Team America on friday. Do you know what time it's showing? It debuts that day, so we should probably buy tickets beforehand or go really really early or something -- I have no idea how to use those internet ticket ordering things tho.

canadians use more energy per capita than americans

[cellohaha]

You don't have to go to UMass, even if you don't get into the places you really want. There are other safety schools out there, like Clark. Don't apply to UMass if you don't want to go

[penguinzaz]

Or maybe I took offence because I don't want to be here, and I fucking hate this town, and I don't want to be here but I'm trying to pretend just in case you get stuck in this shithole so you wont be crying for three months like I did.

I fucking hate LJ. I love you guys, I really do, but reading about you guys being able to get out of here, and knowing I have no stories and that no one wants to see me because big deal if I do and not even my parents miss me because whats to miss and if I visit the high school I'm pathetic while everyone else is a fucking celebrity and not being able to date the guy I like because if my dad does find out I'm fucking dead and so is Ed and because I have been here for 17 years, it kinda hurts a little.

I'm sorry Ariel. I'm sorry Kaye. Have fun getting out of here.

[tehspotteh]

word up. I'll see you there next year.
I don't think they get it that some of us can easily get into schools but our mommies and daddies wont pay for us, or we're smart enough to realize that we'll get a better education here anyway, or whatever your reason for having to go was.

[penguinzaz]

My reason was everywhere else said no.

[sounlikely]

The point is that even if you can't get out of here, that doesn't make it alright to take it out on other people who want to and can. There is a distinction between you/Charlotte staying and Kaye/me leaving that should not be overlooked. That's all I'm saying, I wasn't really trying to say anything inflammatory.

[nardmw]

Hang in there, Ariel. I know how you're feeling. The only thing I've learned from that experience is that it's probably better to let go of the weights dragging you down.

Trust me, things will get better.

[sounlikely]

Thanks :)