Innocence never lasts

[soupaloop]

The way people act towards me has never really affected what I thought of them. People have been picking fun at me for years. I knew that I was a good person and so i tried not to let it bother me. One year ago today, my first bowl was light. I really don't know why I did it, it just came up in conversation one night, and I said, I might like

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[ibeseechthee]

*sighs*

I completely understand that.

I'm constantly going through the same thing. But Not with pot, with boys and lust and all that wonderus stuff.

You quit pot, I quit boys, and we can both go frollick through happy fields of daisies. Deal?

[soupaloop]

I will try to keep busy and see how it goes, maybe switch back to cloves. A temporary fix, I should quit smoking completly. Baby steps.

[theweezcheat]

Cloves are disgusting, but at least they don't screw up your entire system.

It's going to be hard, Soup, and you can't do the "oh yeah... starting... tomorrow!" gig, or it will never happen. Just remember that if you don't stop, you will likely never live independantly from your parents and will never progress anywhere in your life. In short: You will be 52 and working at the Subway in Martin's, taking "time outside" every fifteen minutes. She's fifty-two and still living with her mom, and I'm pretty sure that it isn't for the mom's benefit. Do you want that to happen to you? I don't think so, so stop smoking already.

[soupaloop]

cloves can be disgusting... so can everything, pie is even sometimes disgusting. don't knock it till you try it. In my life it is very difficult to not smoke. today alone I passed it up 6 times! Not every time a pipe got to me, 6 separate occasions. It smells so Gooood! Like waking up to a good breakfast. A friend commented today, "Good god soup, when you aren't stoned you actually have a personality, I don't know if I like it. Please don't tell me I am going to loose a friend because he decided he didn't want to live like a zombie and developed a personality that i didn't like." I know what you are going to say. That doesn't really sound like a friend. Well maybe your right. My mom is going out of town. I am going to have the house to myself, and I am not going to just sit around and get baked. Whats happening! That doesn't sound like me. What is so good about having the house to yourself if you don't want to make use of it. Its for the best, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy that I have some self control.