sorry is an understatement
i never knew it affected you like
that. hit you like a ton of bricks.
anything i say, or could say i guess
would be repetetive and just maybe
throw salt on the wound. i wish i
could go back and change things, at
least for you. i never want to be
the cause of somebody's pain. and if
you don't think it affected me any,
we'll it did. i felt like shit that
i hurt you at all. and i feel even
lower now. we fitted together so well.
i miss you, but that's as much an
understatement as saying i'm sorry.
i wish i knew what to say, or what
to do, to at the very least have you
as a friend again. there hasn't been
a day that has went by where i haven't
thought about you and/or missed you.
this is why i left you a few messages,
although you never returned them until
today, and you didn't just return them,
you threw them. but who am i, i'm no
different, i guess i threw you away.
i hope things start getting better for
you, cuz you deserve it.
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