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I went to Scott's funeral today. Although we weren't close, it was hard. Funerals are always hard for me, especially when its open casket. It hurts so much that Randi has to go through exactly what I had to through when I was 10. No one should have to lose their dad so young. With Fathers' Day yesterday and the funeral today, I'm just a mess. I ( Read more... )

Fathers' Day. What a wonderful day for me. Not.
So at the moment I look like shit.
Messy hair.
Haven't changed my clothes.
Have glasses on.I heard Frank Sinatra today and broke down. My dad always said that whenever he went to heaven, he and his favorite singer would be best friends. Everytime he took me some where he would play Frank Sinatra on ( Read more... )

Its funny when you find yourself wanting someone you thought you'd never want. Then when you think about it, you actually have no idea why you want them so bad. You seem to forget about everything else you've ever wanted. Two lovely boys are currently making me feel like this. But now it seems as if they may be caught up in their own lives and don' ( Read more... )

( bored )

Thursday- Swim meet in Wyoming. Sucked balls. Skyline with the team, sat with Gabs, Kyle, Margaret, Mary Moo, Joe, and Alissa. Spent the night at Margaret's ( Read more... )

I went to practice this morning. I died. After about 14 laps I had to leave to go throw up. Pleasant eh? Quite. So I showered and stayed in the bathroom just in case. Once practice was finished I waited for Mary, we hung out for a bit with Joe and Amelia(?). I think that's her name. Stayed there till 12ish. Came home and started reading The Lovely ( Read more... )

I didn't go to swim practice yesterday or today. I'm so sick right now. Coughing and such. I woke up this morning with the feeling of someone stabbing my stomach. So when my mom came home she took me shopping. I think she's the only mother who lets their daughter buy thongs in her presence. hmm. oh well it's nice. So I got thongs, 3 pairs of ( Read more... )

Four Boys.
1= asshole/physically unavailable
2= emotionally unavailable
3= confused therefore emotionally unavailable
4= physically unavailable

♥ becca

I am bored out of my mind.
( I’ll drown in the rainfall and float till I find you )