Yeah I'm in a really bad mood. I feel extremely stupid and ummmm worthless? Yeah I think thats it. Worthless. I'm so tired of all the shit going on right now. Everybody wants me to go to a shrink but I'm not going back. They're just going to pretend like they know how I'm feeling when they really don't. I don't need to just say everything on my ( Read more... )

I really hate it when I like someone I can't have. It makes me very sad. I guess ever since Syd, nothing has been really going the way I want them to. After getting hurt so many times, I have this wall. Everytime I want to tell someone how I feel about them, I can't. Inhibitions of embarrassment and insecurity come up and prevent me from expressing ( Read more... )

Well Friday absolutely sucked. I don't know, I just didn't have fun. Except for rolling down the hill with Lailah and Rory's cousin from New York at Stepehn's party. For some reason I always draw a blank on her name. Oh well. I think her number is in my phone or something. Yeah that was completely pointless. I stayed at Anna's house with Gabi, Nora ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty good ( Read more... )

I only had my english exam today. That was nice having only a half a day. I went to 1st lunch to see my Brunswick Four lovers. I have been informed that if I am not there Thursday at 1 o clock sharp I will be shunned. Oh no! I guess I have to be punctual. Hmmm. I met up with my other lover Margaret. We went to Sitwells and then came back to my ( Read more... )

Oops! I ripped my pants!

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Today I had algebra and history exams. It sucked so bad. I think those were my worst so far. Considering last semester I got a D on algebra and C on history. Its pretty messed up. But I'm just really tired and probably being a bitch to everybody. Sincere apologies...

it must be something in the way you move ( Read more... )

Okay guys
I made a poetry journal
Its friends only
So if you want to read
ADD ME

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Today was the gym and latin exam., which seemed like forever long. I'm super tired now and in a bad mood. I don't even know why either. I guess its another off day. I got super pissed in gym because I was writing a pretty personal poem and Alex took it away from me and started reading it. I'm so pissed. Damn boys
You can't resist her ( Read more... )

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