I am facing so much disgusting things in life. But I am god's beloved. I will go through this.

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Saw me waking up at 6 in the morning the day when results was released due to a stomachache caused by anxiety, but this morning I woke up to a different kind of pain. Thought I was already numb since it was basically what I expected but the pain still felt so intense and raw. Is like someone repeatedly stabbed me somewhere. Opened my eyes, stared ( Read more... )

dear father,

tonight I crumbled up in fear again. god, please help me. please let me stand strong.

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used to dream about my results. but now I did so badly that I cant even. cause when friday comes. I will just breakdown mentally and physically. :(

I dreamt that I got cde previously before alevels. I dont want. bcd can a not? ugh. I sucks ok. I sucks.

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God, have you forgotten me? Why is so many unlucky stuff happening to me? I still didn't study for my exams. i suck, no wonder I don't deserve much of your love. Sigh. Argh. -.- in Jesus name I pray amen

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Dear father,

I know I don't deserve, cause I had 6 days to study for exams but I just wasted it. Lord, I just wanna get into sociology in Ntu. Social worker has always been my dream. Sigh, will I fulfil it?

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Dear heavenly father,

Heavy heart when I check math results and know that I am gonna fail... Lord, I feel so sad. I mean my dream of going to uni is just shattered and crashed. I know is my own doing.. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Tsk.

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Dear lord,

I don't know if I was stupid or the paper was really tough. I feel like dying. Honestly. Ugh. There goes my dream of going uni. :( sigh whatever, what ever done cannot be un done.

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Didn't mean to be a wuss, but heavenly father I am really really scared. I am really not confident and what Monday will bring. My life will be over if I screwed up Alevels. I really dont want CDE or even worse. Lord, I please you. I don't want. Father, I feel so small. I want to cry, and feeling really down each moment. WHY FATHER. :( I am just not ( Read more... )

Lord, the feeling of unpreparedness sucks. Really. I am dying.

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