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[sourflower1984]

I don't really know how to react. I feel i need to say something because of the last post i made. I went to see ben yesterday to talk. I put my away message up saying i was going for the whole weekend to ben's but i wasn't, that was an old away message that i didn't feel like editing. he was supposed to hang out with friends last night so i was

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[angelpink2002]

sounds a lot like what happened with me and Matt P. (although he wasn't emotional at all, because he's him)

Not that I'm saying you two are gonna end up like Matt and I did. If you both truely want it and it's meant to happen, it will.

I wish that there was more that I could do for you. Unfortunately this is one of those situations that you have to take a day at a time :\ everything will work out as it should :)

and 10 TIMES?!

good lord I'm jealous

[sourflower1984]

lol you know i'm a very sexual being! I'm a taurus :D and for crying out loud ben's a scorpio! lol we ARE the sex god and goddess of the zodiac ;) so you can imagine what this lack there of is doing to me... i mean how often is it that the girl has to beg the guy daily? but most of it with ben is sheer laziness. he'll be on the computer or playing play station in a trance... and he did that a lot because of being between jobs. now that he's working again I think it will go back to the way it was... since we won't be seeing each other as often. granted that our relationship doesn't completely fall apart. but after yesterday i feel more hopeful, and i can hear in his voice he's more relaxed and open. he has that "i'm okay now" tone to his voice again. okies... must clean my hell hole. tootles!