It's over. I feel relieved, but at the same time an overwhelming sense of hopelessness. My shadowy darkness welcomes me home. How it has missed me so.

Goodnight.

I feel small and exposed. I feel insignifigant nothingness. I feel numb. There is nothing left to feel, and if I could truly feel it ... what would I say to make it better? I don't know that anything can really be said. I said I wasn't going to post today, and I really meant it. But with recent events, being as they are, I can't not post. I have to ( Read more... )

For the support from other nations. For the firefighters, police, and medical teams ... our everday heros. For the lost loved ones. For the those who lost someone they loved one. For the courage and bravery of America's men and women. For the stars and stripes that shine in our patriotic eyes. For our great country, a country we have fought for ( Read more... )

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I needed a night out ... a night away. I needed a night to spend some time with my friends, instead of devoting all of my energies to my boyfriend. Needless to say, I got my night. Football games are really stupid, but at the same time completely perfect. I really believe that no one actually goes to watch the game itself, but to mingle and ( Read more... )

Fuck guys! Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with males?! Do they crawl out of their beds each morning thinking about sex, or does it just cross their minds when they are in the presence of any female that moves. Maybe I should just stand real still and they won't approach me with lame ass pick up lines and vulgar comments. Or I could gain like 200 ( Read more... )

Ugh! After reading about the Lani/Justin awe-inspiring rose story ... I am almost embarassed to tell this one. So, instead of study hall, I aid for Miss Subich. I think I said that once before. I didn't want to hang out with her in the gym 'cause it smelled like sweat, so I went for a walk and found my way to Mike's study hall. I didn't actually ( Read more... )

Well, I lied. Twice. Firstly, no new LJ. For those of you who have added that new LJ to your friends list, feel free to keep it there ... as I will likely use it later on for something. But, I will be staying here. Secondly, no horrific camp tale. I don't feel like telling the story. It sucked. I realized some things. A lot of things suck and I am ( Read more... )

If you want the whole camping story and all it's horrific detail, you will have to e-mail me and get the address to my new LJ. My mum has found this one, and I can't allow her to know too many of my secrets ( Read more... )