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why am i so innocent? it's not becuase i want to be. it's not my fault, but it's not fair. it's boring and i'm worthless and i don't understand. i wasn't so alone before. i wasn't the only one, but now... there's no one left. then again, there really wasn't anyone before either. but at least i wasn't the one and only. still, there was a halo of ( Read more... )

Why won't this piece of shit let me change my comment thing to say something else?? ugh

i hate it when people pretend. it makes life so much more difficult. but then i guess that's why people say life is hard. can anyone be trusted anymore? if only i had someone to lean on...but i dont.

~~evan said he tried to call me yesterday-i wonder what he had to say

Wow, so long since i've written. The time passes by like a gust of wind. Summer has turned to autumn, yet somehow it still seems things haven't changed. But they have changed. Everything has changed. New school, new friends, new teachers, new life. It's good, i guess. Now that i'm gone...in a new place. Somehow it seems right yet still I feel ( Read more... )

Well, i had fun a meggie's house yesterday...even thought i got lost on the way there so it took me 2 hours to get there. i wish i could've slept over, but oh wellz. omg, ok, heres the story of how i fucked up my moms car: ok, on the way home i thought i had turned onto telegraph, but i was actually on woodward. when i realized that i wasn't on ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back from tennis camp now and I'm like 8 different colors. That's always fun. I'm leaving for Germany in abt a week and a half. I get to see katie! :D Well...tennis camp was pretty fun, aside from the fact that we had to play tennis for 7 hours a day. I saw Joey again, so i hung out with him a lot since he was the only other person from ( Read more... )

WHOO!! finally out of school...my mom still wont let me drive anywhere tho so whats the point? well its friday the 13th..spookay. i'm goin to bham tonight, for the first time in like a year, yay. i miss it. i have a really bad headache rihght now for some reason. maybe its because im on our old shitty computer upstairs cuz im too lazy to go ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't written in a really long time...I got my real license yesterday, yay..no more paper license. I also studied for chemistry ALL day with emily yesterday...i HATE finals...and im so scared i'm going to do bad on geometry and chemistry :( I'll be so happy when school's over ( Read more... )

i'm 16 now, yay! and i have my license, yay! (but my mom only let me drive by myself on my bday..no i like..cant anymore :( )i never have time to write tho...my b-day party was yesterday even tho my b-day was the 29th. i got lots of presents!! well..keith didn't get me one for some reason..hmm..oh well, i have to finish my wonderful hmwk now!


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