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[sourgrl10]

so im supposed to be a) studying b) cleaning up for the contractor, but instead i thought i would hit loserdom and check profiles on both facebook and myspace for ithaca folk. looking at everyones pics, especially of those young'uns i left behind...the ones still there and enjoying all these damn places that i miss sooo much. i never got to have a

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boy do i feel the same way

[anonymous]

Although I'm not so sure that it's bitterness i feel as much as lack of closure. It's as if Junior yr was a big ol' party that I snuck out the back door of and no one noticed I left! As much as I was NOT the life of ANY party, it's also difficult to accept that life at school went on without me, and no one came out with any big anxiety disorders bc of it. :) SAD.
But maybe the feeling comes more from knowing friends are spread out all over the place rather than missing the place. Knowing that the familiar groups of friends will never be at the same place at the same time sucks ass. And that's that.
love, Chiara