stories of my drinking lead me to believe that when i do drink, i drink way too much.
time to cut back.

i realized that awhile ago, but not really accepted it until now.

doesn't it suck when you keep forgetting about that fifty/fifty chance of you moving to denver and then you remember and get upset because you actually have people you don't want to leave?

have you ever wondered if your train of thought was all wrong, and you're curious now whether you should just dive in, or sit by the side with your just your toes in the water ( Read more... )

i suppose i could make this long. but in short, .. this is the best of all possible worlds.

i fucked that english exam hardcore silly. although i'll probably lose points since two of my responses were really, really long. but i fucked it. i fucked it good and proper.

new layout. thanks to me shanking the community it's from from mandible_

i suppose i can just take whatever happens for whatever it is..
the smell of lillies and the softness of your hair

been super distracted from my presentation and executive summary that's due today. whoops. should get on that.. after a shower.

i feel terrible for being so irritated right now. and not irritated with anyone or anything. more irritated with myself. for choices long since made and choices still unmade ( Read more... )

i just can't stop laughing.

i. fucking. hate. shepherd. university.

Eeoholt: i'm sorry babe. how many hippies does it take to screw in a light bulb?
uber eunuch: how many?
Eeoholt: none. everybody knows hippies screw in dirty sleeping bags.
uber eunuch: hahahahaha

it's february the sixth.
there is still snow and ice on the ground.
yet, i'm sitting here with both of my windows open in a t-shirt and shorts because it's 50 degrees outside.

not much to report. well, there is, but i don't feel like explaining it all.
maybe soon.

.. possibly never.

but things are really good.

those were two of the best nights i could have possibly had. very, very good nights indeed. and today was also awesome. i never thought that i would enjoy going to a comic book store, but those people.. well, you all just make me feel wanted. and accepted. which is something i haven't felt in awhile ( Read more... )