mmmkay, so self control has prevailed for yet another night ::sigh of relief:: so tempting. . . im kinda proud of myself. . . well, so starts another day. . . got to actually talk to M last night. . . that was nice. . . i hope she isnt stressing to bad over finals. . . gotta call lana today to set up our little rendezvous, should be another ( Read more... )

figures. . . i think i scared them away lol. . . oh well, cant get everything. . . so anyways. . . where was i, ahh yes, the house. . . it's gonna be great, im only gonna have to pay bout 400 i think. . . i gotta live with more people than i really wanted but i guess that's okay. . . first bet for the house--get laid in the jacuzzi, 20 dollars to ( Read more... )

blah. . . im in a wierd mood right now. . . i miss talking with M. . . we dont even hang out anymore, no more movies and beer. . . bummed. . . i havent lost my friend but i have. . . i've decided that i wont let myself get too close with any one new to our circle. . . if possible lol. . . too much energy gets used up. . . i dont really leave enough ( Read more... )

so it came up earlier today while me and lindin were having breakfast. . . why the hell arent we dating eachother. . . im kinda hoping she was joking. . . at the same time. . . i dunno. . . i think it was just the amount we drank last night that made us miss our intended mark on eachother. . . but regardless. . . we kissed. . . made it kinda wierd ( Read more... )

im glad i got to see M again last night. . . she said she had a good thanksgiving. . . im glad. . . it's cool she got to see gypsy again. . . changed her rings out to plugs. . . not really a stretch, everything went smooth. . . took lindin out. . . nice to have her back in the circle again. . . hope everything works out for her. . . we had lots of ( Read more... )

so imma gonna have a stripper sleeping in my bed tonight. . . who would have ever thought. . . and i hooked up with the lana girl last night. . . fun holidays. . . always safe. . . no hiv scares. . . just fun yeah. . .

WOOHOO!!!! Happy Turkey Day!!!! fun fun fun turkey turkey turkey stuck at work stuck stuck stuck. . . gobble gobble. . .

so we're inviting lana out tonight. . . and the vidal girls. . . another fun filled evening. . .

so i went and shot pool with the possible new owner of the shop. . . very fun. . . i ran into a girl that i saw at the pool hall last week. . . very cute. . . weird, i actually meet this girl a little while back, while i was out to see a movie with M. . . well, anyways, i ran into her again last night. . . got her number. . . and apparently she is ( Read more... )

WOOHOO!!!!! my best friend from hawaii is coming down! he'll be here in a couple of hours. . . im so fuckin happy right now. . . this is great. . . i havent seen him for almost two years. . . this is so cool. . . we got a lot of catching up to do. . . and drinking. . . incidently he is one of the guys i always got into trouble with lol. . . watch ( Read more... )